Monday, April 13, 2015 at 2:25 AM.
Can't sleep. I am hoping I could catch my Babe for a Skype Call when she gets to have her lunch break.
While waiting, I figured I should watch some videos and stuff.
Then, I bumped into this:
"25 quotes from buddha that will change your life"
One of the quotes hit me.
“Whatever words we utter should be chosen with care for people will hear them and be influenced by them for good or ill.”
There were other quotes that were mention in the site that would talk about how you should be kind to people not only by gesture, but also by the words you speak.
I feel bad about this because me and my girl friend, Mitch, had an argument over the phone. And I have said hurtful words to her that I wish I did not utter.
How ashamed am I to my self. I feel so bad that I do not know what to think.
Another quote say's:
“It is easy to see the faults of others, but difficult to see once own faults. One shows the faults of others like chaff winnowed in the wind, but one conceals one’s own faults as a cunning gambler conceals his dice.”
We point fingers on to others without thinking that we are all the same. Sinners and mortal. We are not perfect.
I do not know how to fix the damage that I have done, but I am sure as hell that I want to do something that would compensate the things that I did. I wanted to punish my self because of what I did, although, I don't know how.
I really hope I could talk to my love any time today so that I can say sorry and tell her how much I love her and how much of a treasure she is to me and in my life.
She is the only one who changed me to the better and who was always by my side even on my lowest. She was there pouring every mince of patients towards me even if I have hurt her for many times.
We say bad things when we are angry, but it is not an excuse just so we can do it.
Remembering what the quote mentioned, we should always be mindful of what we say because we do not know what other people are going through.
As part of my penitence I want to end this Blog site, that I have created out of hate and anger, and start a new blog that would talk about only the good things in life and how much blessed I am for having her and my family with me despite of all my short comings.
I swore to never visit this site again and leave it to rest.
I will leave this last post with this quote:
“Hatred does not cease through hatred at any time. Hatred ceases through love. This is an unalterable law.”
Babe, I Love You so Much. I am sorry for all the times that I made you cry and made you feel hurt. I promise you that I will be devoting my life just for you, our family, and our future family.
Can't sleep. I am hoping I could catch my Babe for a Skype Call when she gets to have her lunch break.
While waiting, I figured I should watch some videos and stuff.
Then, I bumped into this:
"25 quotes from buddha that will change your life"
One of the quotes hit me.
“Whatever words we utter should be chosen with care for people will hear them and be influenced by them for good or ill.”
There were other quotes that were mention in the site that would talk about how you should be kind to people not only by gesture, but also by the words you speak.
I feel bad about this because me and my girl friend, Mitch, had an argument over the phone. And I have said hurtful words to her that I wish I did not utter.
How ashamed am I to my self. I feel so bad that I do not know what to think.
Another quote say's:
“It is easy to see the faults of others, but difficult to see once own faults. One shows the faults of others like chaff winnowed in the wind, but one conceals one’s own faults as a cunning gambler conceals his dice.”
We point fingers on to others without thinking that we are all the same. Sinners and mortal. We are not perfect.
I do not know how to fix the damage that I have done, but I am sure as hell that I want to do something that would compensate the things that I did. I wanted to punish my self because of what I did, although, I don't know how.
I really hope I could talk to my love any time today so that I can say sorry and tell her how much I love her and how much of a treasure she is to me and in my life.
She is the only one who changed me to the better and who was always by my side even on my lowest. She was there pouring every mince of patients towards me even if I have hurt her for many times.
We say bad things when we are angry, but it is not an excuse just so we can do it.
Remembering what the quote mentioned, we should always be mindful of what we say because we do not know what other people are going through.
As part of my penitence I want to end this Blog site, that I have created out of hate and anger, and start a new blog that would talk about only the good things in life and how much blessed I am for having her and my family with me despite of all my short comings.
I swore to never visit this site again and leave it to rest.
I will leave this last post with this quote:
“Hatred does not cease through hatred at any time. Hatred ceases through love. This is an unalterable law.”
Babe, I Love You so Much. I am sorry for all the times that I made you cry and made you feel hurt. I promise you that I will be devoting my life just for you, our family, and our future family.
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