A Gamble Where All People Play

This Gamble is starting to worry me...

Or am I worrying 'bout the wrong idea..?

Or should I worry instead of whats at hand..?

What is my hand..?

Let me peek...

Seems OK...

Should I continue betting..?

Or should I fold..?

I can't fold, not now that I have put almost every thing at stake...

Wait... What are my odds again..?

Wheew..!

This is tough...

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