GRAY and BLUE

So I just decided on posting my Short term projects that I really want to do. It's not a need, just wants. So here is a check list of the project that I want to do: A. Fix my guitar. - So far all I have is the Glue to stick the bridge back to the main body. Got a new set of strings and the new Bridge and the other end of that set up. All I need are: 1. Sand Paper - for cleaning of the surface 2. Some Nuts and Bolts to hold the Bridge down once   the glue is placed. B. Renovate the PC area. - As of the moment all I have is the drawn lay out of the design of the place. We are planning to remove everything that is currently in the area and just make one huge table suitable for two peeps. There is still the issue about the ventilation, but I guess we will just stick with the electric propeller fan that we all love. Lighting has not yet being discussed because it is hard to figure it out if the lay out is not there yet. C. Save for the reBuild of our Personal Compu...

 Monday, April 13, 2015 at 2:25 AM. Can't sleep. I am hoping I could catch my Babe for a Skype Call when she gets to have her lunch break. While waiting, I figured I should watch some videos and stuff. Then, I bumped into this: "25 quotes from buddha that will change your life" One of the quotes hit me. “Whatever words we utter should be chosen with care for people will hear them and be influenced by them for good or ill.” There were other quotes that were mention in the site that would talk about how you should be kind to people not only by gesture, but also by the words you speak. I feel bad about this because me and my girl friend, Mitch, had an argument over the phone. And I have said hurtful words to her that I wish I did not utter. How ashamed am I to my self. I feel so bad that I do not know what to think. Another quote say's: “It is easy to see the faults of others, but difficult to see once own faults. One shows the faults of others like...

November 8, 2014 11:47 PM... Can't sleep... For some reason there is a lot of USELESS things that's going in and out of my head. Ever had that moment where you are, sort of, Day Dreaming... Although its night time... And you should have been snoring your self to sleep... Yeah... I am having that Night Time Day Dreaming-ish... The internet is not helping either. I have finished reading all the updates in Manga websites for the week (prior this night). I have nothing to watch and can't watch anything in YouTube ('cause I have watched them all). I was imagining my self as a cook, preparing mouth watering dishes ( I end up eating biscuits, and only biscuits ). I have flash memories of trailers and movies in the horror department ( I don't know why). Damn it, I just can't sleep. While my girl is snoring away, I am all awake doing non sense. Well... Facebook and stuff... But then, I suddenly remembered my Blog Site. Oh My God! I have a Blog Site, that I have ...

(This is just a run down of the things, or partly, that has been running in my head. I am warning you to stop and not read it since the following are just "Thoughts". But if you do want to read through, please do the same thing. Post a Blog, or tweet, or status up in Facebook, you can even criticize my grammar and stuff [hehe], let me, them, us know how you have felt and thought relating to the things that had happened to our poor, but once glorious Country.) ____________________________________ For the pass few days I have been in and out of the internet, I have seen and read things that would make one think "What now?" Day after the killer typhoon, I was with in the safe premises of our home thinking "Is that all Yolanda? Was that your best shot?", not realizing that we were not the only ones that got hit. I was even complaining about the things that we did just to protect us from any possible harm prior. I decided that it was time for m...

And yet again, after numerous months of being off the Blog Spot site, I am back. It has been a while probably because I have nothing to bitch around any more. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I am feeling contented and happy these pass few months (and don't as why hehe). So, a little recap: Last time I was here, I showed you guys a video of me and my bro playing 'I'll be here in a while by 311'. And YES, I did promise you guys for another video but that would be for later hence I don't have the right equipment (ever since). So I'll be posting videos if I have the right equipment so that I could give you guys a very wonderful, High definition, good quality Videos. Another recap, I now have another job which I hope I could really last long with. I don't want to reveal it since it is not really that Big of a company and it is not popular to you guys. And besides, what happened to confidentiality? Seriously though, it's for their security so that is that. Th...

Right now I am in a process of grieving. It's not easy working your ass up for seven to eight months or so just to win a girl and she ended up to some one else in one day (Ain't that a B*tch). I even Deleted my Facebook account just so I could not see any traces of that certain person in my Time Line. My friend told me that it was a stupid decision. But, I thought 'I don't have any other choice ' cause I will be tempt to look at her profile and then I'll just hurt my self if I saw something that I don't want to see. Any ways... My Goal right now is to just move on and get over with it as soon as possible. It really gives me a hard time doing things out. I just got hired to a certain BPO company here in Cebu (For the fifth time). Thing is I was hoping I could start working immediately so that I could keep my self busy, but, the problem is my start date was moved from this coming Monday to the 21rst of this month. So I have almost two weeks to find any oth...

Greetings to you all! At last I have returned from reality and back to my own comfort zone where I can B*tch around (kidding). Seriously, these pass few months since my last post, I have done a lot of things. One of them is I quitting my job from the BPO industry. I don't wan't to go with the details, it sucks trust me. Also these past few weeks I have realize that I was not really able to actually do my role here as a blogger. I should not be b*tching around because of the pains and misfortunes in life that I have experienced, which is actually the outcome of my own mistakes. But, I should share to you guys the good stuffs, right? (^^,) So first of, yes, I quit my job! But it is for a good purpose. One is that I want to preserve my health and avoid getting sick. We don't have the right to get sick now a days. So I stopped and quit my job as a call center agent and stayed wide awake the whole night every night five days a week. Which actually kills someone. Not to mention...

Hi everyone! It has been a long time since I had my last post. To be honest with you guys, I'm just so busy with my work and all other stuff. I was not even able to write some new materials any more. My work has taken the most out of me. Good thing is that I still manage to spend time with my "Friend" and my family, so I kind of felt a little contented. Just today I had a quick trip back to my provincial town to help out my Aunt Naomi with her Sinulog activity. I was sent back to the province carrying with me a bag of straw hats for her dancers as part of their costume.   It was a sudden trip so I was not able to prepare and brought the camera with me. The night before that, I was with my friend of mine having a sleep over (Yes, just a sleep over. Don't think of something else), 'cause she was all alone at home and she is quite not comfortable being alone(She's scared of Moo-moo). So basically the camera is not ready for a trip (No Battery). This is one ...

The one in brown is the father, Juaquin; in purple is my cousin and the mother of the baby, Mariel; and of course the baby is Berna Mariette. (I don't know the spelling. And the dudes in white are just janitors, they filled up the role of the Priest and acolytes. The real ones are on vacation.  Kidding. hehe..) For the past two days I have been busy with the baptism of my niece. Me and my family went home to Pinamungajan to celebrate her baptism. If it was not for that I would not gone home, but it's a once in a lifetime occasion. And yes, I am one of her godparents. She's going to be one of those kids that I try not to show up in special occasions(hehe). Oh wait! It's official, she's is now one of those kids (Bwahaha..!). The whole week end was fun. I get to see my relatives, spend time with them, chatting, dinning, and most of all DRINKING (I was not able to drink much, I just had two shots and that is it). Though it's somewhat a short time, i...

For the pass few days I have been busy with things about my job, my inspiration, and my usual problems in life which somehow makes me smile at the world and just sigh with contentment. Although I still have a lot of things to settle with like my debts and necessities, my lost I.D.'s, and my plan of moving out and living on my own. Hmm... Now that I thought about it, I just realize that I might postpone moving out. I must settle things first so that I wont be carrying extra luggage when time comes and just focus on being independent. But what is this? Am I getting a little bit bored with the routine? or maybe I'm just having a hang over from my job this morning. It was kind of a drag though, but we are going to need it so I have to get a grip and slap my self more often so that I wont kept on Chicken sleeping(hehe). But what's funny and stimulating is that my co-trainees just caught me with something that gives someone the idea of something naughty. For those wh...

Good Morning Guys! It's another Day Off for me and I have got nothing to do. So I'm here blogging. Hehe (--,) This morning I bumped to this post from a Facebook Friend of mine and it caught my attention. Simply because it was interesting. It talks about what kind of baby you are. I thought, this could be another one of those 'What Personality Group Belongs to This and That'. And I was right! So feast your eyes on to this and find your birth month, let us see who can relate to their month. If not, you are probably born on a different month and your parents did not tell you. Hehe (--,) (You are adopted!) hehe... WHICH BABY ARE YOU? JANUARY BABY Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Int...

Yes! You are right. I am writing about non-sense thoughts again. Don't worry, it would make sense, somehow. Even just a bit. (- -,) For the pass few days, despite of the as always and never be treated condition of mine (rhinitis), I am feeling a lot better. More positive and cheerful as before. Simply because of some changes that had happened. But no, I'm not telling. (^^,) hehe... Even so, the on going training for my new job is giving me a pan in the ass and a thorough stir of mind (get it? hehe). Jargons people, Jargons. In the BPO industry, where I am in, being a technical support is my favorite role. Simply because I'm into technical stuffs and I can easily relate to it. On the other hand, my current position right now is somehow far from what I have been experiencing in the pass. We all love money, for spending NOT for counting them for others. Yes people, I am a banker in training. I don't want to go with the details, simply because I don't want to get fi...

It's a nice morning for everyone, hopefully, and another day to think about work and all sort of stuff. I do need to make it up to a special person for leaving her hanging last night. I was really sleepy. Sorry. Hmm... I don't know what I am feeling right now. I mean, despite of the back aches and allergies that I'm experiencing today, I'm still positively thinking about things, about my job and about her. But I am kinda worried about me snoozing of to her. Ahehehe... (^^)' I really did not meant for it to happen. I'll treat you somewhere someday when I will be having my ATM. So, back pains, wew! But, better that heart aches right? (Cheezy...) I guess I had too much sleep since the other day. If I would add it all up it would give me almost 24 hours of sleep. That's too much, I guess I need to work out. But when will that be? My schedule is a 11am-8pm for this week and it will change again next week. Is it ok to jog at nine in the evening? W...

It took me a while to start this post.  For the past Thirty minutes my mind was blank.  And at the same time I was watching "Dinner for Schmucks". Despite of the gloomy mood that I have, as the result of reminiscing, the movie gave me a bit of glow. But, that was just for a short time before the movie ended. So right now I'm back again. (sigh) Last night, I had a great time with my co-workers/trainees while enjoying bottles of beer. We laughed, talked a lot of stuffs, plan things out, sang out loud and many more. It was fun. But in every blast of laughs and giggle, I find my self smirking and shaking my head. Having deep thoughts and just being silent. Its as if every where I look there is always something for me to remind me of. Not to mentioned familiar songs played by the band. My friends can't help but notice it and just gave me a tap on the shoulder saying, "It's going to be OK." And I said, "Don't worry, I'm used to this, I...

Funny thing happened. You all know the Facebook question, right? The "What's on your mind?" question. I thought this question is quite stimulating in a way. But then I paused and think... "What is on my mind right now?" And I totally know what it is (or 'Who it was for that matter). But here is another question... "Is there even a slightest amount of mutuality to Her?" And then after that I remembered the song "I Don't Want To Wait in Vain For Your Love" by Bob Marley and the Wailers... No matter how I try to stay positive about it, I can't help but think of this thought. "You can't hurry Love, but are you sure it is meant for you?" I can't avoid worrying. Am I loosing this gamble? 'Doubts' This is one powerful characteristic that people instinctively acquire. Most of the time it helps in terms of survival, but sometimes can be deadly and turn into jealousy. In my case is dif...

Hi Guys! So as promised I have here a sample Video of my song "The Stupid Highway". Although its just a link to my Facebook account 'cuz, for some reason I can't upload the video here on my blog. And also I changed the name from 'Stupidity Highway' to "Stupid Highway" 'cuz it sounds better. So here it is the video and some changes in the Lyrics. Enjoy! "The Stupid Highway" Covered by the shadows of regret And still I'm heading that way I recognize all these mistakes But still I'm headed that way Blinded by the Light of yesterday Consuming all Denial along the way Oh no! I'm heading that way Ooh I'm heading that way Smoking out the essence of dismay I'm walking on the same pathway I'm weary from the thoughts of all the pain Still walking on the same pathway Knowing that its all just the same I never learned from my old mistakes 'Cuz Baby, I'm heading your way Hmm... The St...