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It's Like Following A Cloud

Ever tried lying on the grass and admiring forms of clouds in the sky? I know you have seen this kind of setting. It's cute. It's for friends, lovers, and...


Winnie the Pooh Bear together with his best friends (Or what ever makes you happy).


Yes it is a very nice experience. Just watching the clouds and relaxing (Sâler!). Then suddenly you stood up and looked at a single little pink cloud. And you thought, "Why is there a pink cloud?". And you started walking...


You are walking while you're lured by the cloud to a certain death. 


But it feels good. It's so nice and gooey inside. You are so happy just staring at that cloud. You even try reaching it with your arms and grabbing it and wanting to have it for your own. You did not even noticed the very big smile on your face and the glitter on your eyes. And there your are running, giving all your effort with a smile! With out noticing the impending doom that you are heading.


You are like this big ass lunatic chasing something that can't be achieved.


The ending of this story?


"Death"


Not biological death. I was just using metaphoric words here, come on!


What I mean is death to your Hopes and Dreams (Like I have other better things to talk about). But being hasty we should not (Yoda). There is still a chance for us to survive. Yes there is, if your strong enough and willing enough to stop fantasizing that foolish dream of yours.


You cannot get that cloud. It's not for you. It's for the heavens, and they belong to the Gods. And we are not Gods, we are just dip shit retards who thinks that the World is so beautiful (Ask that to the people who kills forest and natural habitats).


And as you have guessed, I am Bitching on the Internet again. Whew!


And Yes! You are correct its about a girl. And that girl is my little pink cloud that can not be reached.


But you know whats worst?


I can't stop. No matter what kind of Logic I use, I just can't.


Yesterday she has told me things that might probably push me away or discouraged me. Even made me jealous about things. But I'm just too crazy about her that I cannot help staying and Hoping.


I have posted something on my Facebook wall saying "Sweet is dangerous... It can kill you... Or worst, Insanity"


That is one BIG Logic over there and I composed it. But what!? I'm still here in the same situation as before. And I think I'm not going to leave not until either of the two things happen:


1. What I have been longing for has come true.


2. I'm lying on my bed with Death written all over me, and solitude, and woe, and sadness, and hopelessness, and being gloomy, Etc.,  you name it!


(Sigh) I'm hungry, Lunch any one?

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