GRAY and BLUE

The one in brown is the father, Juaquin; in purple is my cousin and the mother of the baby, Mariel; and of course the baby is Berna Mariette. (I don't know the spelling. And the dudes in white are just janitors, they filled up the role of the Priest and acolytes. The real ones are on vacation.  Kidding. hehe..) For the past two days I have been busy with the baptism of my niece. Me and my family went home to Pinamungajan to celebrate her baptism. If it was not for that I would not gone home, but it's a once in a lifetime occasion. And yes, I am one of her godparents. She's going to be one of those kids that I try not to show up in special occasions(hehe). Oh wait! It's official, she's is now one of those kids (Bwahaha..!). The whole week end was fun. I get to see my relatives, spend time with them, chatting, dinning, and most of all DRINKING (I was not able to drink much, I just had two shots and that is it). Though it's somewhat a short time, it was tiri

For the pass few days I have been busy with things about my job, my inspiration, and my usual problems in life which somehow makes me smile at the world and just sigh with contentment. Although I still have a lot of things to settle with like my debts and necessities, my lost I.D.'s, and my plan of moving out and living on my own. Hmm... Now that I thought about it, I just realize that I might postpone moving out. I must settle things first so that I wont be carrying extra luggage when time comes and just focus on being independent. But what is this? Am I getting a little bit bored with the routine? or maybe I'm just having a hang over from my job this morning. It was kind of a drag though, but we are going to need it so I have to get a grip and slap my self more often so that I wont kept on Chicken sleeping(hehe). But what's funny and stimulating is that my co-trainees just caught me with something that gives someone the idea of something naughty. For those who knew,

Good Morning Guys! It's another Day Off for me and I have got nothing to do. So I'm here blogging. Hehe (--,) This morning I bumped to this post from a Facebook Friend of mine and it caught my attention. Simply because it was interesting. It talks about what kind of baby you are. I thought, this could be another one of those 'What Personality Group Belongs to This and That'. And I was right! So feast your eyes on to this and find your birth month, let us see who can relate to their month. If not, you are probably born on a different month and your parents did not tell you. Hehe (--,) (You are adopted!) hehe... WHICH BABY ARE YOU? JANUARY BABY Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Int

Yes! You are right. I am writing about non-sense thoughts again. Don't worry, it would make sense, somehow. Even just a bit. (- -,) For the pass few days, despite of the as always and never be treated condition of mine (rhinitis), I am feeling a lot better. More positive and cheerful as before. Simply because of some changes that had happened. But no, I'm not telling. (^^,) hehe... Even so, the on going training for my new job is giving me a pan in the ass and a thorough stir of mind (get it? hehe). Jargons people, Jargons. In the BPO industry, where I am in, being a technical support is my favorite role. Simply because I'm into technical stuffs and I can easily relate to it. On the other hand, my current position right now is somehow far from what I have been experiencing in the pass. We all love money, for spending NOT for counting them for others. Yes people, I am a banker in training. I don't want to go with the details, simply because I don't want to get fi

It's a nice morning for everyone, hopefully, and another day to think about work and all sort of stuff. I do need to make it up to a special person for leaving her hanging last night. I was really sleepy. Sorry. Hmm... I don't know what I am feeling right now. I mean, despite of the back aches and allergies that I'm experiencing today, I'm still positively thinking about things, about my job and about her. But I am kinda worried about me snoozing of to her. Ahehehe... (^^)' I really did not meant for it to happen. I'll treat you somewhere someday when I will be having my ATM. So, back pains, wew! But, better that heart aches right? (Cheezy...) I guess I had too much sleep since the other day. If I would add it all up it would give me almost 24 hours of sleep. That's too much, I guess I need to work out. But when will that be? My schedule is a 11am-8pm for this week and it will change again next week. Is it ok to jog at nine in the evening? W

It took me a while to start this post.  For the past Thirty minutes my mind was blank.  And at the same time I was watching "Dinner for Schmucks". Despite of the gloomy mood that I have, as the result of reminiscing, the movie gave me a bit of glow. But, that was just for a short time before the movie ended. So right now I'm back again. (sigh) Last night, I had a great time with my co-workers/trainees while enjoying bottles of beer. We laughed, talked a lot of stuffs, plan things out, sang out loud and many more. It was fun. But in every blast of laughs and giggle, I find my self smirking and shaking my head. Having deep thoughts and just being silent. Its as if every where I look there is always something for me to remind me of. Not to mentioned familiar songs played by the band. My friends can't help but notice it and just gave me a tap on the shoulder saying, "It's going to be OK." And I said, "Don't worry, I'm used to this, I

Funny thing happened. You all know the Facebook question, right? The "What's on your mind?" question. I thought this question is quite stimulating in a way. But then I paused and think... "What is on my mind right now?" And I totally know what it is (or 'Who it was for that matter). But here is another question... "Is there even a slightest amount of mutuality to Her?" And then after that I remembered the song "I Don't Want To Wait in Vain For Your Love" by Bob Marley and the Wailers... No matter how I try to stay positive about it, I can't help but think of this thought. "You can't hurry Love, but are you sure it is meant for you?" I can't avoid worrying. Am I loosing this gamble? 'Doubts' This is one powerful characteristic that people instinctively acquire. Most of the time it helps in terms of survival, but sometimes can be deadly and turn into jealousy. In my case is dif

Hi Guys! So as promised I have here a sample Video of my song "The Stupid Highway". Although its just a link to my Facebook account 'cuz, for some reason I can't upload the video here on my blog. And also I changed the name from 'Stupidity Highway' to "Stupid Highway" 'cuz it sounds better. So here it is the video and some changes in the Lyrics. Enjoy! "The Stupid Highway" Covered by the shadows of regret And still I'm heading that way I recognize all these mistakes But still I'm headed that way Blinded by the Light of yesterday Consuming all Denial along the way Oh no! I'm heading that way Ooh I'm heading that way Smoking out the essence of dismay I'm walking on the same pathway I'm weary from the thoughts of all the pain Still walking on the same pathway Knowing that its all just the same I never learned from my old mistakes 'Cuz Baby, I'm heading your way Hmm... The St

Today, I have decided to move out from my home and just be a man on my own. I've always wanted to do this ever since I graduated from college. But why does it took me almost three years to decide? Simple, because I still cannot stand on my own during those times. Even up until now, I'm not sure if I can solely support my self, financially speaking. I don't even have a place to move in to. But why move out if I cannot still support my self? Simple again, because I had enough. I'm so tired of this prison like status. I want Freedom! Free from the obligation and the responsibility of asking permission every time I go out of the house. Free from the idea that I have to go home early just so mu Mom wont worry. Free from every thing that is holding me back from doing what I Love and what I want. Freedom. In two weeks time. And I hope that is the time. But then, even if we are literally free from those walls, we are still a prisoner of our own. Imprisoned by the

Ever tried lying on the grass and admiring forms of clouds in the sky? I know you have seen this kind of setting. It's cute. It's for friends, lovers, and... Winnie the Pooh Bear together with his best friends (Or what ever makes you happy). Yes it is a very nice experience. Just watching the clouds and relaxing (Sâler!). Then suddenly you stood up and looked at a single little pink cloud. And you thought, "Why is there a pink cloud?". And you started walking... You are walking while you're lured by the cloud to a certain death.  But it feels good. It's so nice and gooey inside. You are so happy just staring at that cloud. You even try reaching it with your arms and grabbing it and wanting to have it for your own. You did not even noticed the very big smile on your face and the glitter on your eyes.  And there your are running, giving all your effort with a smile! With out noticing the impending doom that you are heading. You are like this big ass lu

Covered by the shadows of regret And still I'm heading that way I recognise all these mistakes But still I'm headed that way Blinded by the Light of yesterday Consuming all Denial allong the way Oh no! I'm heading that way Ooh I'm heading that way Smoking out the essence of dismay I'm walking on the same pathway I'm waery of the thoughts of all the pain Still walking on the same pathway Knowing that its all just the same I never learned from my old mistakes 'Cuz Baby, I'm heading your way Hmm... The Stupid Highway This is just the lyrics of my new song. It still needs more finishing though. I still need to capture this in video so that I can share it here. Keep posted for the tentative arrangement of this song in video.

They say that our mistakes are the key to learning. With out failure, you cannot appreciate the essence of success. So making mistakes is normal and healthy in a way. But if you are doing the same mistakes time and time again, they say its 'Stupidity'. It's like You walking on the same alley where you were stabbed and robbed yesterday and still went through it. According to the Dictionary, Stupidity or Stupid is acting in an unintelligent or careless manner. According to Me, it's simply just being blind about reality and still hammering your self with the same mallet of foolishness just because it felt so good inside that you are addicted to it. And so there you are doing it over and over again. I was thinking of using a different title for this certain writing. A title that best fits the feeling that I have right now. I'm living a day dream that can never come true. But it felt good and so real. Oh my God. I'm bitching around. This is the side effect

... Actually I don't know how to start this... I'm still being mesmerize by a conversation that I had awhile ago. And at the same time I'm sleepy. Just watched Harold and Kumar's third movie trailer and it's about Christmas (Which is unexpected). (Hmm... Suddenly I lost track to what I am supposed to write... hehehe...) Any way... So there I was with this special friend of mine and we had a little chat. The kind where you talk about what you think, feel, and planing to do with your life. A serious talk or a heart to heart talk as they say. I was about to go home when we stopped at their doorstep and just talked. Then to stir up the conversation she asked, "What do you hate about me?" So I was like, "What?" At first I really can't say a thing that I hate about her. Like REALLY HATE about her. But eventually I did (Just some small tolerable things. Hehehe...). After I gave her one thing that I hate about her, I threw the quest

There is this section of our life that we need to think about things we need, things that we want to do which will give us contentment and stability. According to Webster- Priorities, or priority, is something given or meriting attention before competing alternatives. In other words, it is that time where you sip your coffee (or hot Milo drink in my case) in the morning while you think of tomorrow. Or maybe reading the news paper and you discover that you need a bigger house. So what are your priorities? House and Lot? A nice Car? Getting laid? Be the best in a certain field? We all have these kinds of dreams. I bet as early as prep school you already thought if these stuffs. Well, I did too. But, not until I reached High School. I was just a kid back then (well, we all are). But, the difference is that I'm a kid with no foresight. I did not think of the future. I can't even decide what coarse I should take in college. When I was a kid I use to think of my self as a fig