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'What Do You Hate About Me?'

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Actually I don't know how to start this...


I'm still being mesmerize by a conversation that I had awhile ago. And at the same time I'm sleepy. Just watched Harold and Kumar's third movie trailer and it's about Christmas (Which is unexpected).


(Hmm... Suddenly I lost track to what I am supposed to write... hehehe...)


Any way...


So there I was with this special friend of mine and we had a little chat. The kind where you talk about what you think, feel, and planing to do with your life. A serious talk or a heart to heart talk as they say.


I was about to go home when we stopped at their doorstep and just talked. Then to stir up the conversation she asked, "What do you hate about me?"


So I was like, "What?"


At first I really can't say a thing that I hate about her. Like REALLY HATE about her. But eventually I did (Just some small tolerable things. Hehehe...).


After I gave her one thing that I hate about her, I threw the question back and it all continued to progress.


We ended up with both having at most two things. But it was not really the idea. For the sake of just staying a little longer, you tend to talk about things. Sometimes stupid things. Just so you could spend more time with that certain person.


This is not the first time that had happen to me. Before I used to talk with a certain someone until it was four in the morning. Despite of my Mum looking for me and texting me, I stayed and chat.


These are the times that you will miss. It's a very emotional, spiritual, and sometimes intellectual conversation (especially if you're drunk). It's Magical.


It makes me realize about a lot of things and it gets you to know more about that person that you talk to. It's like You revealing your self, going out from your shell and just express every detail of thought in your mind. Every pinch of feelings and remorse that is clogging up inside you.


I bet every single one of you had done and felt almost the same. With your family, best friends, lovers and even enemies, if given the chance.


I guess what I wanted to say is, "I'm really quite a chatter box, am I not?" Hehehe...


Seriously though. If the Eye is the window to your soul, a conversation is the bridge to it. (I guess. LOL!)

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